Sunday, February 21, 2010
Tonight's Adventure
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Happy New Year
Monday, November 9, 2009
lose yourself
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
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looking forward to being DONE tomorrow.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Redux
http://redheadmed.blogspot.com/2007/06/i-only-hiccupped-once.html
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Let's go!
When I took Step 1, it was this horrible annoying test that served as one final exam for the two hardest years of my educational life. It felt like a hoop I had to jump through. And I took it knowing there were two more parts after it!
This feels a little different. Step 2 is testing me on knowledge that I've already put to use on my clinical rotations, that I know the value of. Sure they love to test the rare stuff, but rare stuff does occasionally happen -- just in the past few months I've had a patient with neurofibromatosis and a patient with osteogenesis imperfecta. With Step 2, I don't find myself muttering that "I'm never going to need to know this."
And, now there's only one more of these tests in the sequence. And when I take that test, it lets me become a licensed physician -- that goal is actually in sight. So this feels less like a hoop and more like a step towards a goal.
...a nine hour, endurance marathon sort of step.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
A is for Alyson… really.
So… back when I was studying for Step 1, I had all sorts of crazy stress reactions, and even got a touch of dermatographia – I would break out in a stripe of hives whenever I got scratched or bumped.
I mentioned this to a family medicine attending who likes skin findings and really likes to take pictures of them for an online database that he uses to teach residents and students. He told me that if I ever had it again, I should get him a picture.
This was fresh in my mind because I just finished a month-long course with another doctor who takes photos of any interesting physical finding he comes across… after 20 years of practice, he has a photo of everything.
So tonight, as I mentioned earlier, I was feeling kind of stressed out, and I started breaking out in hives. This happens regularly, but it’s usually just a single hive, maybe two. But tonight I got four across my upper chest and shoulders. I thought, oh! Maybe my dermatographia is back! I’ll scratch myself and take a photo.
Dermatographia means skin writing, as classically one could use a pencil and write on the skin and it would appear as letters of red welts. So I figured I would also use a letter for demonstration. I figured A is the first letter, kind of the typical letter to use, and plus it’s my initial. So I scratched myself in the shape of an A just below my collarbone and waited.
No hives.
…which, I just realized, is for the best, because I literally just attempted to emblazon my chest with a scarlet letter.
(there’s only faint scratch marks which I trust will be gone by morning… more of a pink letter.)
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Me and a mountain.
Today we went down to duPont Children's Hospital for computer training for our emergency medicine rotation. We also picked our schedule -- eight shifts for the month. I "back-loaded" my schedule, meaning I'm working five days in a row the last week. But this also means I have one shift per week for the first three weeks. Yeah, the fact that 'working five days in a row' is this ghastly fact is awesome. I did this so I could continue to study for step 2 over the next week... and then chill out for a week straight ;-) We're going to clean out the back room! Really! Seriously this time! I had come to accept that we don't have an "office" we have a "storage room" so I lost my motivation but we are going to reclaim this room by the end of October!
Then this evening I went to the wine and cheese internal medicine reception where all the fourth years interested in IM came and socialized with the big wigs of the Jeff residency program. I always walk away feeling like I couldn't have been more awkward, but I'm glad I went rather than not. At least they will remember my awkward face.
So, not much room left in today for studying. My studying has also been stifled over the past two days by some weird transient symptoms... gnawing headache, nausea, GI upset, malaise, lightheadedness. I feel sick, but it won't come on all the way. I could also attribute it not sleeping well... but when you put all that together, it really just sounds like stress, doesn't it? I can't wait for this test to be over.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
This is my photo from Friday. It's a picture of our pet watermelon.
We've had it since... the first week of June I think. That was back when Glen and I were gung-ho about cleaning up the backyard and turning it into a usable space. We cut the grass, bought potted plants to hide the fact that it kind of looks like a construction zone back there, and even made a little temporary patio for our grill. We ate back there a bunch of times. And in the midst of that, Glen bought this watermelon, the perfect barbeque food!
Then, it started to rain. And it rained and rained and rained, and we didn't eat outside. Then it cleared up long enough to go on our camping trip... and we said hey! Let's bring our watermelon on our camping trip -- that will be perfect. And we forgot our watermelon at home.
Then when we came home, I'm told that it continued to rain for most of July, although I have to admit that most of the month is a blur. I do remember one walk to work where even with an umbrella I was completely soaked to above my knees by the time I walked the 5 blocks to the hospital, and it took the majority of the day for my leather shoes to dry out. (It wasn't even raining when I left the house, which is why I wore little leather dress shoes instead of my pink rainboots. Although, in that rain, my boots probably would have been full of water.)
Then August came and it was muggy. And I was on my sub-I rotation. And Glen was studying for the boards. And then when he finished, I started studying for my boards. So sadly, there haven't been many more barbeques.
And, our watermelon is still here.
It feels fine, still solid, doesn't smell bad. Somehow though I have a feeling that we're brewing watermelon liquor in there. Which could turn out to be awesome.
Or not. I'll let you know.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Hey!
It was the very deep photo of a man in short shorts with his stoagie that caught my eye, but if you'll notice to the right there is also a black fedora and beneath that a whole printer in a cardboard box.
I finished my Advanced Physical Diagnosis class today! I'm kinda sad it's over and I wish I could take it a second time and maybe soak up a little bit more of the tidal wave of information that came at me.
To celebrate, tonight Glen and I went out to the biannual movie shown out on the quad. It was "Up" which had recently been recommended to me... Man I don't think I've ever cried so much in the first five minutes of a film, let alone a cartoon! It was vey sweet though.
Early to bed for me and back to studying tomorrow.
Of films and fedoras
trash on my way to class this morning.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
So my attempts at writing on here more often haven't been successful. The patient idea was good but A) I'm not currently seeing patients and B) that is really time intensive, and I haven't been able to give that much lately. The idea about documenting my neighbor's funny garbage would have been fun, but of course they stopped putting out funny garbage! (last week there was a single running shoe from the 1970s that looked like it had been keep in some sort of vacuum sealed time capsule, but it's not the first time they've thrown out odd retro running shoes, so I wasn't impressed.)
Now I'm thinking maybe I'll just try to post a picture every day of so, since I do get joy out of flipping through Picasa and playing with my photos. This is one of my favorites from our road trip through scenic western Virginia and North Carolina on our way down to Florida in August 2006. I think it came out pretty well considering it was taken out the window of a moving vehicle. I just got it printed to hang in a frame in our apartment.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
study break
I’m currently studying for Step 2 of my licensing exam, so I feel like I have no time to blog. It’s kind of interesting though, that this blog started while I was studying for Step 1. The difference is that back then, June 2007, I had five weeks off to completely devote to studying – not only does that mean more study time but it also meant that I felt like I was going to go crazy if I didn’t pick up a side activity, but one that I could do without leaving my desk. Now, I’m in a classroom-based rotation during the day. Granted, it’s one of the lighter ways you could spend a rotation: I go and listen to someone talk from 9a to 3p every day. But, nonetheless, the number of hours I can spend studying is greatly reduced. So when I’m home I feel like I have to be productive.
I’ve been writing this entry all day – a sentence before returning to work or going out to do an errand. I’m going to just say it’s done, so that when I take my other breaks I do some other non-work things I have lined up. This includes getting some pictures printed at snapfish.com – they had free printing through tomorrow :-)
Monday, August 31, 2009
you spin me right round
So last year I remember all my med school friends being miserable around this time of year… and now I understand why. This application is just… kind of mind boggling. Thank goodness it’s nothing like the application to med school where you sent off the common app to your programs (thirty of them if you were me) and then they each in turn sent you back their own ‘secondary application’ which (a) asked you to write up to five new essays just for that school and (b) asked you to send them $100.
This time around it’s just this one common app. But sorting through all the programs, selecting the right ones, clicking through all of the choice boxes for each of my (22) programs. It just makes your brain spin. Trying to decide with little to no information if I want to apply to program X. Having to triple check everything you type in because you’ve been led to believe that a single typo will make you lose your spot at your favorite program.
The application formally opens tonight at midnight, but mine’s not going to be submitted. I just can’t finish it tonight.
Looking forward for the interview season part of this adventure to begin. Friends, get your couches ready.
"I thought it was just the regular crazy that I have."





